Self-Care For The Festive Season

If ever there was a polarising time of year, it’s now. The festive season can be lovely, exciting, heartwarming, and fun. It can also be incredibly stressful, lonely, claustrophobic, and difficult to cope with. Our mood might be lower than normal, due to it being winter, and the pressure to plaster a smile on our faces is one that weighs heavy; we don’t want to ruin the fun for anyone, but we’re not always feeling the in festive spirit either. Depression is a complex illness and when we add the pressure and the expectations we feel to that, it can feel intolerable.

Self-Care For The Festive Season

Seeing Family

Some of us have families we’re close to. We’re excited to see them. But, it’s not always easy. We can begin to feel claustrophobic with so many people and so much noise around. We struggle to find any peace and quiet.

Our loved ones might also be unwell, and we might find that we need to support them. We could need some extra support from our families, but it might be difficult to communicate how we’d like them to support us.

Some of us have families who aren’t so close. We feel like the odd one out. Tensions can arise. Arguments can happen. It can be incredibly stressful to try and manage it all.

Our families might have drifted so far that they don’t even meet up any more. We see pictures of our friends pulling faces with siblings, hugging parents, and introducing grandparents to the latest Snapchat filters. It hurts.

We may have experienced divorce and find that we’re sharing the time we have with our children. We may have children who we’re not in contact with. It can bring up all sorts of difficult emotions.

Whatever our situation, we need time to recharge. The noise, the people, the isolation and loneliness can all fill us up until it feels hard to breathe.

Taking some time out can help. Even if we’re not in our own house, we can ask our hosts if we can take five minutes out in an office or bedroom. Or even escape to a bathroom. There are no limits on how many time-outs we can have. We can spend those five minutes having some peace and quiet, slowing down our breathing, and generally recharging our batteries.

Keeping Everyone Happy

We can run ourselves ragged trying to keep everyone happy. It’s exhausting.

We are never, ever going to be able to have the ‘perfect’ festive season. We won’t be able to cater for every single individual we encounter. It’s not possible, and we will exhaust ourselves trying. We need to try and let others help, and delegate where possible.

We also need to try not to do things for others at the expense of ourselves and our health. We can’t pour from an empty cup. We need to look after ourselves as much as possible.

Socialising

Socialising can be hard work. It often includes people, noise and the weight of societal expectation. People ask us about our lives, and we feel we have nothing of interest to say because our lives are consumed by depression.

Our illness may have made our world quite small. We may not have seen people in a while. Our physical appearance might have changed. We may have got used to a very basic routine as we try get feel better. A big social event can be overwhelming, exhausting, and incredibly anxiety-provoking.

It’s okay to take time out. It’s okay to hide in the bathroom for five minutes. We don’t have to drink or eat anything we don’t want to (including alcohol). We can leave when we need to.

Holding a glass of something (we don’t have to drink it), can be useful because we can hide behind it. We could wear something with pockets and put a fiddly toy in our pockets if that helps us to feel safer. We can deflect questions we don’t want to answer. If we struggle to listen, we can nod and ‘mmm’. If we’re worried about people asking what we’ve been up to lately, we could talk about our family members. Or about something we’ve been watching on TV.

If we feel unable to take part in a big social event, it’s okay to say we’re unable to go. If we’re feeling up to it, we could invite one or two friends over. That way we still see people, but it would be quieter and we can even whack a film on if we don’t feel like talking.

Fear Of Missing Out

Seeing happy friends and families on social media can be hard. Depression can cause us to isolate ourselves. We feel frustrated that our illness stops us from seeing people or doing things. It can be lonely and worsen our mood.

We worry about missing out on things, but we don’t feel able to do the things we worry about missing out on. So, we get stuck.

We could try limiting our time on social media. We could stick on our favourite film and hug our pets, whilst sitting in a blanket fort instead. We could try upping our self-care game, rather than scrolling through pictures of other people’s carefully curated lives.

Remember, social media isn’t the truth, it’s the good bits of people’s lives. People don’t tend to post the argument they had that morning, or the crying over feeling overwhelmed and anxious. They only post the photos that they liked, which are oftentimes edited. They images we see are never the full picture.

Isolation

Some of us might not have a family. We might not have friends who we are able to join in with. It can be incredibly lonely, and hard to cope with.

We could spend difficult days doing our favourite things. The roads are likely to be clear on significant days, so we can visit our favourite places, or go for a nice long walk. If we don’t feel like we want to go out, we could have a movie marathon, build a mammoth duvet fort, and snuggle up with a book. Significant days are so difficult, so we need to try and be kind to ourselves.

If we want to be around people, we could offer to volunteer at somewhere like our local homeless shelter. Or we could find out about the events in our community and head down there. Most communities will have some form of meal, whether it be at a church or a community centre. Supermarket boards often have these events advertised on them. We could also find a local group on Facebook and ask what events people know of. We never have to suffer on alone if we want to be around people.

When we really don’t feel up to any of those things, we can tap into social media to connect with others who are struggling in the same way:

Busy Busy Busy

The festive season can be busy. Both the build-up and the big days, can be stressful. Our to-do list can feel overwhelming. We have limited energy. We’re often expected to be in six places at once. Supermarkets are packed. Roads are jammed. There’s stress in the air and a significant lack of downtime.

We don’t have to buy into this stress. We don’t have to create the ‘perfect’ anything. If we want to do beans on toast instead of a huge dinner… who cares? If we’re that bothered we can do a big roast another, calmer, day instead.

We can create our own downtime. Stick a film on to occupy the little people in our life for a few hours. Take some time out. Have a nap. Go for a walk around the block. Jump in our car, put on our favourite CD, and got for a short drive. Take a look at some self-care worksheets. Whatever we find the most helpful. We don’t have to be forever busy. We’re allowed time out. We can do whatever we need to do to keep our mood stable, and out stress levels down.

Lack Of Routine

Something that often helps us to manage our mental health is routine. We settle into a routine we know so that we don’t have to think about remembering things, or getting things done.

Over the festive period, our routine often goes out of the window. It can leave us feeling unsettled and uncertain. There’s no school, we could be on annual leave from work. There are often parties to attend, people to see, shopping to do… the list can stack up and become overwhelming.

Losing aspects of our routine does not mean that we have to be routine-less. We could develop a ‘festive routine’. It could include things like going to bed and waking up at the same time each day (this might be different from our ‘work week’ sleep times). Eating our meals within the same sort of time range each day (eg. having lunch between noon and two every day). Or showering at the same time each day.

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Food

Depression can affect our relationship with food. Sometimes it can cause us to lose our appetite completely. Alternatively, we could find ourselves using food as a coping mechanism. Some medications can also affect our relationship with food.

Having so much food around can be hard. If we have no appetite, we could find it stressful (especially when well-meaning relatives comment on our diet!). If we’re prone to comfort eating; the amount of food around could cause us to eat more than normal. We often find ourselves picking at things throughout the day, or binge eating.

We don’t have to eat the same as everyone else. If we can’t manage it, there’s no harm in bringing our own meal that we can heat up. If anyone asks we can say it’s ‘for medical reasons’. If we do feel up to joining in with what everyone else is eating, we could ask a close friend or family member to help us manage quantities. We could also try and write a bit of a meal plan in advance and stick to that.

Alcohol

There is often lots of alcohol around during the festive season and with that, comes peer pressure to drink more than we feel comfortable with. If we’re taking medication, we’ll need to check that we can drink alcohol at all, as sometimes alcohol interacts with our medication. Alcohol is a depressant, too, so it can lower our mood and we may find that we experience a really low dip for a few days after. The lower our mood, the more likely to drink. It can turn into a vicious cycle.

It’s a tricky area, and often an emotive one too, but the key is to be mindful of what’s right for you.

Gifts

Giving gifts can be expensive. There are adverts plastered everywhere telling us to ‘express our love’ through presents. Being unwell can affect the amount of money we are able to earn. It can affect our ability to get to a shop. We may feel a huge weight of guilt for how little we can afford to buy.

We don’t have to express our love through gifts. Hugs work well! We also don’t have to spend a fortune on gifts. If we’re struggling to manage it, we could set ourselves a strict budget for the whole festive period. We could split it into gifts, food, taxis to social events, etc. There are lots of thrifty gift ideas on the internet. If we’re up to it, we could do something like bake biscuits and pop them in a nice bag – people love homemade gifts!

Receiving gifts can be difficult, too. We feel guilty, undeserving, and conflicted. We don’t feel as though we deserve gifts. We feel like a bad person.

But we are deserving. We are not bad people. If we’re really struggling to accept gifts for ‘us’, see it as a gift for those who want to buy for us. They have enjoyed buying the gift and want to give it to us. It’s gift for them to be able to give us this gift (however undeserving we might feel!).

Money

Christmas can be expensive. It’s not just the gifts – the food costs can add up, travel can be pricey, and pay days and benefits payment days can change.

If we can’t afford to do things. We don’t have to do them. Our families and friends wouldn’t want to us to struggle with debt in order to afford Christmas.

There is some help available – food banks can help us if we’re struggling to afford to eat, there is also some other financial support available if we need it.

Medication

Our medications can give us all sort of side effects. They can leave us feeling drowsy. They can inhibit our ability to drive at certain times of day. They might prevent us from drinking alcohol. It can be important to take them at certain times of day – whatever we’re up to at that time.

Our health comes before anything. Our medication is important, especially over such a difficult time of year. We need to prioritise it. It’s important that we stick to medical advice, because otherwise, we could end up being incredibly unwell.

Grief

Grief is often heightened during family-focused times of year. The space where a loved one once was, can feel like a punch in the stomach. We become emotional. We’re more tearful. We have less emotional resilience than at other times of year.

We need to try and be gentle with ourselves. Other members of the family might be feeling heightened grief, too. So, if possible, we need to try and be gentle with them too.

It’s so hard, and there is no easy answer. Talking about our loved one is okay. Crying is okay. Looking through old photo albums is okay. Wearing our deceased loved one’s favourite jumper is okay. Ignoring it completely is okay. Watching a film we used to watch together is okay.

Grief is an individual thing, and anything we need to do (aside from harming others or ourselves), is absolutely okay.

The festive season is a difficult time for lots of people, for all sorted of reasons. We can get through it, by showing ourselves the kindness, patience, and forgiveness, that we show to others.

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